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Chapter
1
If
houses could talk, the three-story Victorian on Guenther
Street would have been a vivid storyteller.
Built in the old King William District of San Antonio by
Otto Graschel, wealthy son of a German immigrant, the
old house had seen a lot of history.
Otto had built it to accommodate his growing family and
rich life style.
While they didn't entertain often, Christmas was their
shining hour and the house was considered one of the
most beautiful in a town just beginning to wash the dust
of a thousand cattle drives from the streets.
The King
William District, located just south of downtown, had
been settled by German immigrants who brought with them
their families ancient trades ... precision engineering,
glassmaking, brewing.
The homes they built were stately, befitting their
status in the New World.
They clung to their Lutheran religion, their belief that
cleanliness was next to Godliness, and a determination
that they would succeed in this new land.
They named the area where they settled after their
German King.
The front porch of the Guenther home, which ran the
width of the house, was lined with wooden planters
filled with geraniums and rosemary.
Rose bushes and iris filled the flower beds which
outlined the yard. The back yard led to the bank of the
San Antonio River and a small boat house.
After Sunday services at the local Lutheran Church the
family would take wicker baskets filled with delicacies
and enjoy a leisurely boat ride up the river, the oldest
boys assuming the duty of rowing.
Summer begins in south central Texas while most of the
country is buried under layers of snow and ice, and ends
just before Thanksgiving.
During the first half of the Twentieth Century the quiet
of early Monday mornings in the King William District
was interrupted by the gentle whir of hand-pushed
lawnmowers as young Mexican boys, children of household
servants, tended to the meticulous landscapes of the
wealthy while their mothers hung laundry to dry.
The German matriarchs, clinging to tradition, rolled up
the sleeves of their dresses and hauled feather
mattresses to upstairs windows where they were aired
weekly.
It was a tradition ingrained into them as if it were a
religion.
Their homes were immaculate, their children properly
behaved, their position in the community rigidly
maintained.
These early wealthy pillars of the community became
doctors, bank presidents, and politicians. Their wives
set up endowments for the arts, established museums and
galleries, and kept an eye on the city's orphanages.
"It used
to snow here in the winter," Dieter Graschel told
Wolfgang as he scratched the old boy's ear one November
afternoon in the Year of Our Lord Two Thousand and
Three.
"I remember Grandpa telling me how he used to have
snowball fights with his brothers when they were boys."
Dieter had always hated his name.
He'd been teased about it endlessly as a child and many
a young boy went home from school with a black eye after
singing a little ditty made up by one of the school
bullies, rhyming Dieter with slang for penis.
He was the perfect example of good Germanic stock, large
boned, with blonde hair and deep blue eyes.
His quick temper as a youth was something his mother
taught him to control, but he still got his point across
that anyone who called him anything but Deet was asking
for a major whipping.
The old Labrador really didn't care about snow in San
Antonio or what Deet was called.
He eased himself from the couch and lumbered to the
fireplace.
Taking a piece of the neatly stacked firewood in his
mouth, he carried it to Deet and dropped it on his
friend's foot.
"Okay, okay, I can take a hint," Deet laughed as he got
up and added a few pieces of firewood to the fire.
If Wolfgang was asking for more heat it meant the
weather was going to turn really cold, probably the
first true winter front of the season.
Deet trusted Wolfgang more than he trusted any of the
weather channels.
The dog was twenty years old, a treat Deet had given
into the day he got his first paycheck from his first
job.
It meant a small fortune spent for pick of the litter of
a pair of AKC registered championship Labs, but Wolf had
proven himself worth the expense.
Now getting on the couch was difficult for the joints
had become arthritic. Deet decided it was time to turn
on the central heat his parents had installed when they
turned the old Graschel house into a Bed and Breakfast.
It seemed a terrible waste of money to heat the place
anymore since the sole occupants were now Deet and Wolf,
but he was determined to make his companion as
comfortable as possible for what might be the final
winter of Wolf's life.
Deet had just finished lighting the pilot light on the
furnace when the telephone rang.
He let it go to his answering machine since he was tired
of pushy telemarketers who wouldn't let go of their
sales pitches, aunts calling asking if he could be at
their home on Sunday to meet `a lovely young lady you'll
just fall in love with', and friends who had never
really been friends asking if they could meet for lunch.
Lunch hell, they heard through the grapevine that he'd
come into a great deal of money and wanted part of it.
"Mr. Graschel," the voice said, "This is Herbert
Milhauser of Freeman, Freeman, and Birch, attorneys in
Indianapolis, Indiana.
I need to speak with you on an urgent matter.
Please call me at 555-3333 as soon as possible."
Deet was, to say the least, extremely curious at the
terse message.
The phone number was local so he checked the telephone
directory.
Sure enough, there was a listing for Freeman, Freeman,
and Birch.
His own attorney, Manuel Fuentes, had told him once that
big law firms across the country were buying up small,
local firms because it looked good on the corporate
letterhead if they appeared to be national.
"I don't like it," Manuel had told him as they walked
away from the courtroom where a jury had awarded Deet a
tremendous amount of money after a delivery driver for a
local brewery ignored a stop sign and sent his parents,
Eric and Dot Graschel to their Maker.
"Corporate America seems hell bound to take away
everything the little guy ever worked for. I'll burn my
office and sell my soul to the devil before I ever give
up my law firm.
I'll never get rich and Consuela will probably divorce
me because I'm never at home, but a man has to do what a
man has to do."
Deet almost choked when he heard Manuel say he'd never
get rich because his percentage of the settlement was
enough to buy a home in the Dominion and concentrate on
pro bono work for the rest of his life.
Deet listened to the message from Milhauser twice and
then called Manuel.
He wasn't about to talk to a lawyer without his own
lawyer.
He had enough money to pay Manuel seven hundred an hour,
interest earned on investments.
Manuel dropped by a little after ten that night. "I
called Milhauser," he said as he tossed his black
leather jacket on the back of a cushioned chair and
plopped himself down on the overstuffed couch.
"Bring me a Corona and get two for yourself.
You're going to need them."
Deet took two beers from his refrigerator and joined
Manuel.
His lawyer, his friend through high school in San
Antonio and college in Austin, didn't look like he was
putting in eighteen hours a day working.
At forty-two, Manuel looked twenty-five.
"Break it to me gently," Deet said.
"Your kid's in town," Manuel said.
"I hate to tell you this, but Annie died about a year
ago, intestate.
I guess she never thought she'd have to worry about the
boy.
Most people don't think about the unexpected heart
attack or mugging ... or beer truck," he added.
"She thought Marcie would get custody.
But Marcie couldn't handle Annie's death and she turned
into a boozer and Eric, did you know she named him after
your Dad? ended up in Protective Services in Castleton,
a suburb of Indianapolis. Annie's brother Warren, you
remember him don't you? a real bastard, offered to take
the boy.
And voila'! Another child is sent into a terrible
situation.
The principal at his school called the police when Eric
didn't show up at school for a week and Warren didn't
call to say if the boy was sick or whatever.
When the cops got to the house they found him chained to
a bed. I'm afraid Warren did some horrible things to
the kid.
Eric might have to testify against him later, but it
takes forever to schedule trial dates."
Manuel finished his beer and went to get another one
while Deet absorbed the information.
He got one for his friend because he knew one wouldn't
dull the pain.
"Annie listed you as the father on Eric's birth
certificate," he said as he returned to the couch. "You
should have been contacted immediately when they took
him from Marcie.
One more badge of dishonor for Protective Services in
this country.
Fortunately, the judge the case was assigned to has
problems with government agencies and assigned
independent council to Eric.
That's where Freeman, Freeman, and Birch come in.
It's their job to look out for his interests and do some
pro bono work, which makes them look really good.
You're his biological and legal father. They did a
complete investigation on you and decided that Eric
needs to be in your custody."
Deet quickly downed the second Corona.
He'd met Annie at a Gay Pride event in New Orleans
eighteen years earlier.
Annie was out, he wasn't.
One didn't come out of the closet in San Antonio at the
time. Deet didn't know how his parents would react and
then AIDS hit the country like a messenger from Hell and
he knew he'd have to remain in his own little corner of
the world for the rest of his life, terrified and
virginal.
Annie was a petite little brunette with green eyes and
not at all afraid to tell the entire world to take a
flying leap if it had problems with the fact that she
was in love with her high school sweetheart, Marcie
McElroy.
Their friendship grew as the years passed and they
stayed in touch with each other.
When Annie and Marcie decided they wanted a child of
their own, Deet agreed to be the sperm donor. He knew
the child existed, but Marcie didn't want Annie to let
him know when it was born, the sex, or have any contact
at all.
Deet respected Marcie's decision at the time.
Now he wasn't sure that had been wise, but the young
seldom are.
And now his and Annie's child was in trouble and needed
him.
His child, his son. That's what the birth certificate
Manuel handed him said, along with the Indiana judge's
request for Freeman, Freeman, and Birch to locate the
father and determine if he would be a fit parent for the
boy.
If not, Eric would go into foster care and Deet would
have to pay years of child support for a child he had
never been allowed to have contact with.
He swallowed a third Corona and looked questioningly at
Manuel. "What do you think?"
"I think you should go to bed.
We're meeting Milhauser and Eric tomorrow morning at
nine in the dining room at the Menger Hotel.
I convinced Milhauser that you're an eccentric bachelor,
content to putter around this big old house with your
dog and your millions.
If the subject of your sexual preference doesn't come
up, I won't mention it.
I know you're not a pedophile, Deet.
And you've never been active in the gay scene.
Hell, there's probably only a few people in town who
know you're gay and two of them are sitting here getting
drunk on Mexican beer.
The kid's going to be skittish; he's been through a lot
in the last year.
I think you're his best hope, though.
He's going to need a lot of counseling and you've got
money to fritter away.
And he's going to need a lot of love.
I know you.
You've got a world of love in you and no one to give it
to."
Deet spent the night on the couch, Wolfgang sleeping at
his feet.
He showered, shaved, and dressed carefully the next
morning.
Breakfast was something he didn't want to think about.
The six-pack of Corona that was supposed to last six
nights had disappeared and he had a headache.
Things were happening so fast that he wasn't sure what
to do or how to react.
He carefully considered how to dress, considering that
his lifelong friend and attorney had described him as
eccentric.
He decided on faded 501's, a pale green button-down
shirt, and tan jacket. Like all Texan stereotypes, his
feet were clad in cowboy boots -- alligator, bought in
Nuevo Laredo.
He met Manuel in front of the Menger at eight forty-five
and they entered the historic hotel together: tall
blonde and short Hispanic.
They were seated in the luxurious dining room and were
quietly sipping coffee, which Deet desperately needed,
when a dark haired man approached them with a fourteen
year old boy who was an absolute carbon copy of Deet at
the same age.
Eric - lost, confused, and living at the edge of
complete desperation -- had no idea what to expect
except that his court appointed lawyer had said to trust
him.
Yeah, right!
That's what he'd heard from his uncle right before he'd
been chained and raped over and over again ... and from
the Protective Service worker who'd put him in his
uncle's home.
Eric didn't trust adults at all any more.
But he'd been taught to be polite and greeted the two
strange men with a firm handshake.
He knew one was his dad and the other his dad's lawyer.
And he wondered, not for the first time, why he'd never
seen or heard from his father and why he'd been left in
the clutches of a man who beat and raped him.
The meeting was uncomfortable at the beginning because
Eric was afraid to make eye contact with anyone.
Six months of abusive domination had taught him to fear
the look that told him he was about to be used again.
"Do you like dogs?" Deet finally asked the son he'd
never seen before.
"I have a Labrador Retriever named Wolfgang, but he's
getting old and if you decide you want to take a chance
living with me I could get you a puppy."
"Could I have a puppy and a bicycle?" Eric asked with
all the uncertainty of a fourteen year old whose world
had gone through unspeakable changes.
"Sure, what kind?" was Deet's response.
"I've got a mountain bike and there are some cool places
to bike, but you'll have to wear protective gear.
I almost broke my fool neck a month ago on a trail I
didn't know very well.
I was black and blue for weeks."
"What else do you do?" Eric asked.
Deet thought hard before he answered.
"I don't do as much now as I used to, but I like to go
to a place north of Fredericksburg, that's a nice German
town not far from here, and rock climb.
Enchanted Rock can be dangerous but it's fun to climb if
you're careful.
There's a Sea World and Six Flags here. Feeding the
dolphins at Sea World is fun and I hear the rides at Six
Flags are cool."
He was hard pressed to seek the proper words for a
teenager.
"The Japanese Gardens are beautiful when we don't have a
drought.
I used to like going to Brackenridge Park and ride the
horses, but they stopped the horse rides a long time
ago.
Now I go to a friend's ranch out past Bandera.
It's a dude ranch for rich city boys who want to play
cowboy but John and his wife Danielle don't think of me
as a city boy.
I'm thinking of buying a horse for myself and having
them board him for me, then I can go riding anytime I
want.
We've got a nice riverwalk downtown, only a couple of
blocks from this hotel and the barge ride is nice.
And I have season tickets to our local basketball team,
the Spurs."
"But I'm a Pacers fan!" Eric blurted.
"Well, I guess I can pull for the Pacers except when
they face the Spurs.
Would you like to meet any of the team?"
Deet, continuing his family's tradition of investing
time and labor into the less fortunate, contributed a
hefty portion of his money -- as advised by Manuel's
brother Carlos, his CPA -- to the school established by
one of the retired Spurs players.
"I think I can get you an autograph or two."
They gauged each other slowly -- the man who didn't know
his son and the boy who didn't trust anyone.
"For sure I can get autographs?" Eric asked.
"For sure you can," Deet responded.
He'd met one of two of the players on the team and knew
that big men had big hearts.
"But I'll still be for the Pacers."
"Tell you what, Eric.
When they face each other in the playoff we'll drink
root beer and eat pretzels and scream at the officials
when they make bad calls. I'll get four tickets and
we'll run back and forth, from one side of the SBC
Center to the other, pulling for which team is behind.
Fair enough?"
"Fair," Eric finally said after pondering the
compromise.
"Can I have a pony?"
"Would you like to pick out your own?" Deet asked and
was astonished when the boy suddenly left his seat and
threw himself into his arms.
"Daddy?
Can I call you that?"
Herbert Milhauser figured he had just met the conditions
laid down by the Indiana judge.
The boy was willing to accept the father he had never
known. Graschel had money coming out his ears, spoke of
things fathers did with their sons, and didn't have a
wife in the way who would ask questions about
infidelities.
If Graschel ever decided to marry, the son would already
be in the picture.
But Milhauser didn't think that would ever be a question
because he recognized his own brother in the man who had
fathered the unfortunate boy.
If Aaron hadn't been in a committed relationship Herbert
would have been more than happy to direct him toward
Dieter Graschel.
He checked his watch, asked if there was time to check
out the house on Guenther Street, and was already
planning his report to Indianapolis advising that all
conditions had been met and Eric would be well placed
with his biological father.
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